Saturday, September 1, 2012

an alarm of impending doom

Today we didn't leave the house. Hence the "interesting" photos (especially the one of my keys). 
I finally had time to settle down, relax and breathe. The result isn't what I wanted... I'm starting to panic, asking myself what I'm doing here, why on earth did I think this would be a good idea and so on. I'm well aware it's just a phase, but right now, I just want people to send me pictures and news of my hometown, telling me how the weather is there, what events are taking place this weekend, any kind of news. 
It's not that easy being completely surrounded by strangers and depending on them so much. It will get better, but until then, it's going to be difficult. I even keep dreaming that I'm back home and all my friends are with me. 
It's barely the 4th day though. It's going to be ok. I'm going to find my place here soon and then I'll be fine. 
In the meantime, I'll sit in my room, which is half empty (I need to get flowers asap!), drinking coffee, enjoying the view and listening to DCFC. 

Note: my phone is buried in rice because when I went to the beach I dropped it in the water...

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